From the Klimt's Danae Notebook

I intend to post some of the information I have written into my notebooks in the past few months. I have to admit my hesitation to do so - until now that is. These are direct communications with <...> - you give it a name if you have to. Essentially, it is a unified consciousness, although unique styles can be detected. Once again, you do not have to understand the words to enjoy the harmony in a way you do while listening to a foreign language song. Let it speak to your heart, just because it was written for You.


May 6, 2009
Conversations with Archangels in the Garden after the first Mastering Alchemy session with Jim Self /abridged/

Be at peace, and be at your own pace. Do nothing to push yourself into any process. Create by intention only, not by doing or moving thoughts or things around.

Be careful with emotions - meaning, take a good care of them. They are showing your essence; ignoring them is to ignore your inner self. Acknowledge, not control, and do not let them to control you. In that, treat them like a child.

More on happiness: allow it in your life simply by opening all the doors to your heart for the Beauty and Harmony of this world. You know exactly how to do it, so allow, and accept the state of happiness as the state of being. Everything else is just an illusion, you’ll see.

...

Embrace the Beauty of the [human physicality] fully. That is all it takes. “Happy” will bring you there. Everything is ready, done, awaiting.* Just be. Just be the Love you Are.

We are honoring you today, and we are asking to be One, for we are not separate, and we never were. Just simply return to your body and your world, family, - and to your full consciousness, simultaneously.

We love you beyond words.

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*In reference for the process of gaining the full consciousness while in a physical body, so-called ascension.

The Season of Love /Haiku-inspired/

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No one is truly free who wears the mask of identity. He becomes a puppet in the hands of others.
- Almine
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Be Happy!

Celebrate all the beauty and harmony within and without you on this powerful day combining three "9"s. Whatever you do and whoever you think you are - celebrate by being happy.

In Love and Gratitude

From the Sacred Mandalas of the Heart calendar by Kaho Koinuma for September:

Relax into the heart of love and gratitude. Watch all perspective shift from duality to One.

Близнецовое Пламя (Twin Flame, in Russian)

Свету вдохновения Николая Гумилева и Анны Ахматовой посвящается

* * *

Завтра утро меня разбудит,
И никто меня не осудит,
И в лицо мне смеяться будет
Заоконная синева.
- Анна Ахматова, Поэма без героя, Триптих, 1940 – 1962


Кто я - поэт или пророк?
Ответить кто бы мне помог.
В несмелом беге бытия
Среди друзей робею я.

Кто скажет мне как ни друзья
На что способен в жизни я?
Но что-то искоса глядят
И много фактов знать хотят

Нa что поэту факты дня?
Его душа ведет, обняв,
Туда, где звезды высоко,
Туда, где на сердце легко.

И смотрит он назад с тоской
И хочет он достать рукой
Тех, кто остался в темноте
По именам он знает тех.

Но сердце истине простой
Открылось в ясности ночной:
Все можешь ты сказать друзьям
Когда достигнешь Храма сам.

Не стоит объяснять что бог
Это не тот, кто править мог
Их жизнями, и исправлять
Все что смогли они измять.

Кто ты - поет или пророк...
Кто ж как не ты ответить мог?
Твой выбор вольный - быть иль нет,
И ты никто - или Поэт.

Дорог столь много пред тобой,
И каждая ведет Домой.
Не хочешь быть проводником -
Придешь в толпе слегка потом.

Зато не будешь одинок,
Не обзовут тебя: "Пророк!"
Не отвернутся от тебя
Все твои верные друзья.

Что потеряешь тогда ты,
Запрятав Слово под кусты?
Кто ж знает... Может быть никто
Не отворит уж в Мир окно.

Но выбор всякий принят здесь
И нет судьи - любовь лишь есть.
И знаешь что, поет-пророк?
Ведь ты и есть сам Господь Бог.


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Не всегда чужда ты и горда,
И меня не хочешь не всегда
...
И тому, кто мог с тобою быть,
На земле уж нечего любить?
- Николай Гумилев, Рассыпающая звезды, из книги "Костер" (1918)


Встревоженно-взлохмачена на вид,
Она сиянье взглядом излучала:
Вновь обретенный камень чароит
Напомнил радость женского начала.

Сияньем северным в сиреневых тонах
В ее сознанье радость озарилась,
И на вопрос "Кто Я?", затерянный в веках,
Она с лже-скромностью в душе простилась.


Добро пожаловать в пенаты, ждущие давно,
Где праздник нескончаем, радость как вино
Течет по жилам тела во плоти,
Напоминая духу о Пути.

Плеядами объято все вокруг,
Сиянием любви просветы в памяти встречают.
Суть бытия предстала ясно вдруг
Пред взором мысленным, увидевшем Начало.


Да, помню я, как все произошло,
И как мы Землю рисовали...
Понять не в силах только, как дошло
Все созданное до такой печали.

А впрочем, что тут время проводить
В раздумиях о том, что иллюзорно?
Сегодня и сейчас могу Я быть
Сестрой с Плеяд - и женщиной бесспорно.


Восторженно влюбленная на вид,
Она с улыбкой в зеркало взглянула
И скрытую под сенью пирамид
Свою божественную часть вернула.

Август 27, 2009
Princeton, NJ

Initiation

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August 8, 2009
Cape Cod, MA





















Painting by Wojtek Siudmak
http://www.siudmak.com/
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Moving Forward

"I am back", I wrote several times with the same result: The editor refused to accept this simple news. I was simply communicating my return from Cape Cod adventures, or wasn't I? So, I made an intent to become aware of what is behind that phrase.

(In the process of mastering thoughts (www.masteringalchemy.com), internal Q&A turned into a totally different experience. Letting go of the habitual wrestling with the BS (belief system, that is) allowed growing inner trust, so that each answer lies exactly where the question asked. Fun!)

"I am Home", I wrote as a result.

This simple phrase created a warm feeling in my heart. First of all, I was home, and it felt great. At the same time, the capitalized Home indicated something much bigger - our destination - and many of you know what I am referring to.

Now I knew why it could not be simply said that I am back. I am not "back" at all, for we moved so much in the past few weeks! The forward movement is felt by all nowadays. We are in the powerful flow of change, and we are creating this flow. It turns out to be enjoyable if and only if we enjoy our lives: So, do!

As I am slowly adjusting to a new vibrations of my Home, I will start publishing some of the transmissions I had an honor to receive this month - as soon as I remember how to breathe in this reality.

For August: Self Love

From the Sacred Mandalas of the Heart calendar by Kaho Koinuma, for the month of August:

Self Love: True happiness is found in the bliss of loving oneself unconditionally, totally, freely.

Another Change - Same Destination

This week was interesting for the mind, and painful for the body. There clearly was a change taking place in our physicality. Yes, you read it right: our physicality, for regardless of what you allow your body to feel, the change is real for everyone. It is yet difficult to put it into a form easily digestible for the mind; hence, wordlessness of the last three entries here.

Just to give you a taste of the process, here is a word: biocrystallization. What are we to think about it is a whole new story - our story. And we are the authors, so live it in joy.

P.S. Starting tomorrow, I am traveling and will have limited access to the Internet for three weeks. I'll be back with new insights - or new words, who knows :)

P.P.S. The poetry on this site is posted under the label Improvisation. Enjoy!

Picture for the Day

"Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you." - Nathaniel Hawthorne
















Photographed by TexasEagle on July 21, 2009.
Uploaded July 27, 2009 on http://www.flickr.com/photos/texaseagle/

Celebrating Life

The biggest holiday for me comes in the middle of the summer, five months earlier than it is marked on many calendars. Tomorrow, July 25, is a birthday that is shared by my two sons, turning 16 and 9.

Hope you enjoy your weekend as much, for all we need to celebrate life is an intention to do so.

Stagnation or A Blast?

How are you doing nowadays? Has been stuck in a sickness, emotions, or confusion of what is going on with you? Whatever it has been, it might be reassuring to know that you are not alone. And those who are celebrating consciously the shift of energy these days are also not alone in their experiences of sudden waves of "unreasonable" grief, or emotional ghosts of the past that had been long gone, we thought. Regardless of the symptoms, the answer is common: All is well.

We are re-aligning, re-wiring, and re-structuring our whole being. It does sometimes feel as if there is a hole here and there in our life, or in our body, emotional or physical. But worry not - we are on the right path.

Each stretch of the path has its own signs that guide us, and still some of them that are global. Letting go of anything that no longer serves us, does not add to our happiness or joy, is a good example of the latter, and a useful one for today's situation. We are progressing faster than many of us can imagine, and some dim flickers of the old do not mean that we are moving in circles. We are clearing our personal space, and we want to make sure everything we choose to keep in our lives makes us happy. It might worth the effort - wish to see? Your life - your choice :)

New Reality

Welcome to a New Reality!

The changes on the planet are real, and those are huge. When you say you do not feel a difference, that's by your intention. Just keep in mind that the changes that take place in a different dimension most likely have no reflection on the habitual 3-D reality. Nevertheless, it is all about perception. The 3-D reality as we had known it is no longer here. Do you feel an unexplainable sadness, almost a grief? Do you also feel hopeful, as if you are about to let go of something you have known well for quite a while, yet it does not suit you any longer? Just let go, and enjoy the New Reality. It is as real as it can be, despite the fact that not all the senses and scientific equipment can reflect it - as of yet.

It is time for a big celebration, for we just let go of the biggest illusion of separation in this world. We also let go of the history of humanity as we had known it. We no longer need to recall our past lives, and then recover from that trauma. It is cleared from the collective consciousness. Just hold an intention to let go.

Also, we are no longer bound by any contracts we held in the past. This is a biggie. Once again, have your intention to let go of all of those - you do not need to look at what they are or understand what it is all about. Enjoy your freedom of being, and be kind to all.

Welcome, my beloved! Welcome!

By Intention

There is a very noticeable surge of energy as we approach the time of the Total Solar Eclipse that takes place tonight. Everyone feels it differently, but feelings are stirring nevertheless. How do we want to experience this step - and all those to follow - is up to us. We learn new tools for that, intentionally or not. Yet our best strategy is to keep our intentions in check at all times.

A focused intention also can open new opportunities for us. For instance, I felt certain that I want to be in the energy of a meeting that takes place tonight, which I cannot attend in person. In my mind I asked for an invitation to be there at a different level to experience the energy of the gathering.

"You do not need an invitation", The response was. "All you need is an intention."

We are not talking about turning up uninvited to some one's party, you see. Rather, it is your party, a party called Life. And it is good to guide your own life - by intention. We have just started to learn.

Quote for the Day

Anyone who interferes in the destiny of others will never discover his own.
- Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

The T-change

A lot is changing these days. What is new? Perhaps, constantly increasing level of excitement about our journey - and the changes themselves.

A change I would like to talk about today I see as a shift between two lines, a vertical and a horizontal, connected as in the letter T. So, I called it a T-change.

A few months ago, about January 14th according to my notes, I was surprised to learn that the Feminine exists along the horizontal line in our reality. My mental analyzer jumped in quickly enough, so there was not much information I received after that. But a feeling that it is an essential piece of a puzzle remained.

Today I saw a shift in the T-shape going from being upside down to its proper position. There is a connection to the balancing of the Feminine and Masculine that takes place now, specifically between the two eclipses, the lunar on the 7th and the solar on the 21-22nd of the month. Those two events are assisting with the balancing of the two aspects - something we lost in the Fall of Atlantis.

In short, the way it was: The horizontal line on the bottom supporting the vertical line was literally pinned to the ground yet not grounded. The vertical line was "assigned" to provide the connection to the higher realms, but was busy balancing itself on top.

The way it is now, a T-reality: The horizontal line being placed on top supported by a vertical line that can balance itself effortlessly providing a grounding line for the Feminine. The harmony and inner balance followed, resulting in an unconditional Trust.

A divine union is restored, and all are welcome to feel and experience it. Just remember: It is about You, and the place to look for the changes is inside, in your heart and your observer's mind. And it is a happy change for everyone, so do not forget to enjoy!

A Choice: King or Joker

It came as a co-creation from our conversation with Yulia today, and it applies to the lightworkers. So, if you do not know what I mean, you are off the hook; be happy!

And if you do know that I am not talking about playing cards but about choosing a role we play in our no-longer-3D reality every day, why not to start by checking whether you adopted a happy attitude today?

Now, when we are on the same page, we can start creating a picture, for it is an easy way to convey a message. Pretend you are sitting on a throne, and really feel it. What words would describe your feelings? Imagine painting your feelings with the words, allow yourself to be creative. Feel your posture, feel your head, feel what's on your head. Is there a crown? There better be one: remember, you are sitting on a throne.

Suddenly, someone nearby has fallen on his knees and seems to not to be able to get up. What do you do? Right. Being a lightworker, you drop everything you have been doing and rush to help.

With your assistance, the person is up on his feet, and you are back to your place: That is, if you had enough time. Usually, a person starts to fall back as soon as you turn your back to them. And soon you are surrounded by things, relationships, situations that require your attention... But it is not about them - it is about you. Let us take a look at you, your Majesty.

Do you still have the same feelings, same posture, same view of the life around you? Have you noticed how your crown sits on your head? Tilted?

"A tilted crown looks like a joker's hat", Yulia said.

She is right. Furthermore, the crowd - the very same crowd you forgot who you are for - is booing at you for being arrogant and lofty. And now you also think that you are a joker.

Or, you start making your own choices, and being happy with Who You Are, not what you do. You allow yourself be happy, and that seems to magically work. For only then everyone can choose his or her own throne and a crown in realization that each and every One has his or her own sovereign territory - right there, under the crown. That's how the true magic of this world begins!

P.S. I went to see the new Harry Potter with my younger one tonight, and could not help the feeling that I know precisely what the main character feels. But he knows he has to go on. What a timely story.

Orange Dragonfly

The word Thaumaturgy /THAW-muh-tuhr-jee/ is defined as the performance of miracles or magic. But what is the word for allowing the miracles or magic to manifest in one's life? Perhaps, there is no special word for it since it is simply a way of living.

It is the way I perceive the world now that fills it with miracles for me. It does not take a big ca- boom for us to see how magical the world is.

Take, for instance, my trip to Adirondacks two weeks ago, the rainy one (Another Island from July 6, 2009). Upon our arrival to the lake, when we were ready to push our canoe off the shore, a dragonfly appeared out of nowhere. She was flying in front of us waiting to be noticed.

"A dragonfly!" My logical mind was melting observing her flight under the rain.

"But it is not orange", my friend commented coldly. She was referring to a story I told her on the way of an orange dragonfly from my meditation the day before. She appeared when I asked for a sign of support dealing with a flood of feelings.

"Of course it is!" I said with certainty. "Look with your heart."

The dragonfly made several circles around me, and disappeared.

On our last day on the island when I was sitting on a boulder breathing in the newly discovered beauty of the sunlit lake, the dragonfly returned. She came straight to me and sat on my arm. She brought a beautiful message about how does Earth feel when we honor her by taking parts of our journey on foot. It was a feeling of appreciation she conveyed. When she was done, she turned her amazing eyes onto me, waiting. It was my turn.

I expressed my gratitude for the beauty and harmony around us, and for the great support the Kingdoms provided us with. There was another part of the message to be delivered to the Kingdoms. The moment I was done, she took off and became one with the blueness of the water-sky union. It was time to pack.

P.S. Did I ever mention I love to talk to flying dragons, too?

Untitled

In the darkest night
The secret was stored
To be restored
When the One will come
Under the brightest star.
It is time.

She knows what to do.
Interfere not.

On the brightest day
Will humanity be awakened
From the endless dream
Of dual existence
And into the glory.

The era of love
Shall come then.
It is time.

Crystals will shine once again
Realigned.
The Kingdoms are back
To be of great assistance,
For their love is [infinite].

Accept your [magnificence]
And live every day in glory.
The existence is once again
What it is created to be:
A Unified field of Love.

Congratulations!!!

July 14, 2009, 5 a.m.
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I opened my eyes. It was still dark. Once again, it felt as if someone woke me up. I was wide awake, and it was very quiet. On the ceiling, there were the "X"s created by the dim light coming through the two windows. I looked outside.

There, on the dark sky, was Venus, bright and beautiful in her light. I smiled back.

"Must be 4:30 a.m.", I thought remembering last week.

I could not tell whether I was right since my alarm clock stopped showing the time a few weeks ago. It shows the date, the day, and the temperature perfectly fine, but just a few random lines in place of time. My Skagen stopped forever about a year ago, so I use the cell phone as my only time teller. And yes, it was not five o'clock yet. Back to sleep! After all, I asked for more information that I am ready for before going to bed last night. And I do not remember anything from my dreams...

My leisurely moving thoughts were interrupted by a new one of a different frequency urging me to get a pen. It was so sudden that I did not move at first simply observing when the idea to get up in the dark for no particular human reason will disappear. It did not. Instead, the pressure became so clear that I quickly went to my desk.

I did not have a chance to turn the light when the flow of words started. I was writing as fast as I could, not seeing the paper and not having the time to process the words. I knew however that the words were building a structure, both on paper and in the consciousness, as if I knew exactly what it meant to be.

In two places however there were no words given, but I could feel the meaning clearly. The reason is simple: there are no words to embrace the concept mentioned. There was a split second slow-down for me, so I could coin in the first definition that would become available to the mind. I put those words here in the brackets.

And that's what you've just read. Congratulations then!