Saturday, January 30, 2010

My Greatest Expectations

5:50 p.m.

Since my message on Thursday (http://www.lifeimprovised.com/2010/01/choosing-your-focus.html), which was motivated by frustration facing people's reaction as they were offered help, I succeeded in shifting my focus. I live in a blessed world since. Miracle after miracle comes to my life, opportunities are abound, and people I talk to are amazing. There is respect, creativity, graciousness, kindness, appreciation, and joy, and it's going both ways.

Today was no exception. After listening to VirtualLight Broadcast (available in archives on http://lightworker.com/ in a couple of days), I had an inspiration to pose a question (Thank you, Danielle!):

"What my greatest expectations are?"

I started to speak, and I felt presence: I had all the attention I could get. I felt it in my heart as Unconditional Love, and it was nothing short of magical. I was in bliss, until the moment I said, "But I love humanity!" and inner tears came as a flood when I realized I am expected to let go of an idea to help at any price.

It was a transformational experience. The moment I was able to let go, the picture changed, and I realized that only now can I bridge the dimensions with the Unconditional Love, and that is what I came to bring to humanity.

There is of course no single "I" in this process, for it is an enormous WE behind each step. (You'll see how it interplays in a message below). However, there is each "I" accepting responsibility for conscious choice at every step. Espavo.

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At 5:35 p.m., I wrote:

What my greatest expectations are?

I am here to fully ground and experience unconditional love of the Creator. I am here to do it without attachment to the result of giving it to the humanity as a gift. Everyone is here to choose what they want, and there will be no free delivery. It is here for the taking with one's heart, however. With what I am here to do, I am not limiting or depriving anyone of anything, but just showing what unconditional love truly is, and how, in particular, it loooks like from a human's perspective.

This is something new on Earth, and furthermore, this is completely new idea in the Unified Field of Oneness. So, you've been trusted with something never done before. And because of your dedication to the humanity, we thought (a smile) you are going to make it.

Yes, indeed, you asked for that. And since you remember that, you might remember also that we did not expect it to work. You insisted, and you are doing it now. Do not stop on your way, but do make time to celebrate every step, for every one of those is in a whole new territory. And this in part is a reason for you still talking to just a few people. Just be patient, and continue to be passionate. Actually, increase your level of passion with every move, every thought, every word.  Why are we saying that? You'll see (a smile). Just do it, and allow the answers to come to you as your reality. Do not forget to accept Who You Are on every step. You need your full attention on your intention, so we can connect with you, and assist with that.

Remember, that what you do is our highest expectations, too. It is our passion, and we love to do it with you!

With much love from the Heart!

Friday, January 29, 2010

The Year of Relation-Shifts

http://www.masteringalchemy.com/jims_articles.html#russian

Articles by Jim Self, in English and Russian. Information, clarity, balance - what else do you need? Ah, right, some work, like shifting your personal focus. There are simple but effective tools for that. Enjoy.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Choosing Your Focus

What good is compassion, if not to grab a man and help him.
/Что толку в сострадании, если не схватить человека в охапку и не помочь ему./
- Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

"You think you are showing us light? No, you are showing to us that we are in a deep hole!" a friend told me the other day.

What can you say? Let's play instead, and put some imagination to the subject.

Suppose there are three ways of being: Human, Angel, and Human Angel. What would be the difference in relating to the human world for each?

As a Human, you can do it Antoine de Saint-Exupéry's way.

As an Angel, you may not intervene unless you are explicitly asked for it. Nevertheless, you are holding your Light because that is Who You Are. Humans do not see you, and all you do is waiting for them to remember where they come from. You wait for eons (comes handy to be eternal).

As a Human Angel, what do you do? You claim your Light, and you hold it for you - and everyone who happens to be around - to see. It is a personal choice then as to where to focus one's attention.

But at the end of the day, it is all about the relationship of you with You. You are the focus of your attention, and you are the Light that shines for you.

P.S. There is a grand opportunity to shift the focus, and it starts today. Check it out, and sign up (yes, I am a human, at least at some level). See you tonight!
http://www.masteringalchemy.com/teleclasses.html

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

From O'BONanza Sugarcane Orange Notebook, continues

In this one, below, I invite you to play and to put your name in place of every "ME". Remember, that you are playing by the rules, so the answers have to be truly yours. Whenever You are ready...

12-27-09
/After reading Ronna Herman's story in her On Wings of Light/

"ME": Yes, I am ready.

"AA": Are you ready to be taken care of to allow to be truly and unconditionally loved while you are doing what you came here to do?

"ME": Yes, I am.

"AA": Are you ready to be fully and unconditionally Who You Are?

"ME": Yes.

"AA": Thank you. We are most grateful for your service. We shall begin now, if you are ready. Good.

We Are what you would call Warriors of the Legions of Light. We are of many Origins but we all share one Source. We have many names, but we are all One. Nevertheless, each of us carries unique aspects that of Creation. We will take turns speaking to you.

And while we can introduce ourselves as we speak, it becomes less and less relevant to separate the pieces of knowledge we come to share with you. Just listen - and write, please. You have no idea - as of yet - how important your service - what you agreed to do - is. We thank you, and we are ready to begin.

...

From O'BONanza Sugarcane Orange Notebook

You know the procedure, right? Read it, hear the words as they are spoken for you, and take only what resonates with you. Remember, every time there is someone who finds an answer to a personal question in these conversations.  So, be kind to others, and maybe even to yourself (if you can): listen with your heart open.

It is with much love and hope that I am sharing my notes with you.

12-20-09
/After listening to a conversation between Jim Self and AA Zadkiel about the 3rd Ray/

Q: What do I know/ remember about the 3rd Ray?

A: There is a vast distance between the two: what you know, and what you remember (a smile). You are bridging it, and doing it rather rapidly. Might feel dizzy as a result (another smile).

Seriously, this is such a big step that we cannot approach it with much seriousness; it would become rather heavy. But worry not, you are well on the way, so you will succeed.

[Directions on how to proceed with the information about the 3rd Ray presented by AA Zadkiel followed].

AA Zadkiel wants to add something: That information was particularly for you.

Q: How do I know that it is not me/ my ego making that "particularly" up?

AA Zadkiel: You don't... unless you do! (A big smile). Trust yourself. For everything else there is discernment.

We love you greatly, and we'll see you nightly.

Q: What about last nights' visions?

AA Zadkiel: Just be patient. Sleep.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Celebrating!

My Life - My Choice is 1 today!

Thank you All for your unconditional love and support! You are the beauty and harmony of this world - just keep your focus on this fact, breathe love and light at every moment, and remember your mastery.
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Mastery of Life

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August 7, 2008
Princeton, NJ

Created for the blog My Life - My Choice and dedicated to my friends with the great hope of awakening for all. Previously posted February 3, 2009


01-25-10
One of the series of pictures and video of amazing Radiant light taken at sunset in my younger son's room with my cell phone.

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Monday, January 25, 2010

Mind Games and Beyond

After writing a couple of versions of this post on Friday, I still did not have a message from the Heart. Allowing an answer to come, I looked at the topic. There it was, clearly said: We are traveling beyond the mind games, and I invite you on that journey.

It is not a secret that there are changes on the physical plane all around the world at the moment. It should not be a secret that we - every being on the planet - are part of those changes. We could still choose to live in patterns going about our everyday business just like last year, but we are in the new territories now, collectively. We can no longer ignore the echo of seismic activities within our own bodies. We are learning to read our feelings, and to consciously choose our experiences.

Last week was filled with experiences at the levels beyond mind's reach. As such, there is a multitude of sensations, and not much insight. So, I looked for some in my orange notebook.

Going through my notes from the past few weeks, I was once again surprised just how much information is there. The compartments were not in place at that moment for the mind to get hold of the ideas presented. It can also be viewed from another perspective: The information was absorbed at a certain level, and realization followed.

With the decision to share some of the notes, there came an urge to precede it with a comment, or a warning, that it should be intended for lightworkers only. In having a "good" intention of protecting people from reading something they are likely not to have a compartment for I was differentiating, judging, and depriving someone of a chance to lit their own candle. I also realized that during my years of studies I have never seen a science book preceded by a warning that it "may contain mathematical equations".

You are welcome to read, feel, and take what resonates with you on a deep level. The idea is to find You beneath, or above, all the aspects of externally imposed beliefs and layers of behavioral patterns. Just remember that it is a journey, and your Passion is your guide on the path.

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12-12-09
From The Unified Field of Oneness

Listen to us: You can not do wrong that what you do in Passion. Your Passion is to enlighten the world, you have said. So, how can you go wrong about it? Why are you scared? What is the guilt about?

You Are Who You Are, and you are reading and remembering Who Are those playing with you. This is FUN! Yes, it is drastically different from the game you played to this day in the 3D illusion of reality. That was fun too, by the way!

Now, remember to enjoy your every step, and have fun with any new knowledge or memory. Internalize what is yours by your birthright, and let everything else to simply pass by. Then relax, and enjoy. Smile often, laugh non-stop.

We love you. We really do.
There is nothing to fix.
There is only You to love.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Save Now

I did not create the topic: my computer mouse dragged the words from a button just below the text editor window, by accident. I chose to accept this offer, with gratitude.

We have access now to a wide range of new sensations and feelings that we knew only the names of until recently. First and foremost, I am talking about Beauty and Unconditional Love.

We learn to access those higher dimensional "concepts" in a physical body gradually, layer by layer, flower by flower, tear by tear, word by word. Since it is a process, it worth an effort to save your creation after every experience as you transform it into matter of Love and Light, much like in a text editor.

Save now what you feel. Save now what you see. Save now your inner knowing of true Beauty and Unconditional Love.  

"Saved," the word in the box below has just changed. It works automatically; all we are to do is to keep our Heart open, so Love can write her letters to us.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Wonders of Life

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

One Life's Beauty

Last night did not bring much sleep, for I must have brought too many thoughts to bed with me. Laying there in the darkness well before dawn, I looked around for any reason I would not be able to sleep. A friend's mother who passed away the day before was standing there, all upset and worried.

She felt lost, and she asked for help. I was to go with her as a guide.

I was ready to take off, but hesitated for a moment thinking that I have my life here, and what if I go just a step too far. She was impatient, and that helped me to gain my senses.

"Wait a second," I said. "I need to dress."

The moment I put on my star-tetrahedron alchemical robe, my eyesight changed. Wrapped in Radiance, I was looking at a different picture.

That same woman was standing there completely transformed. It was a Being of Brilliant Light, radiating Peace and Love. There was nowhere to go, no one to save, and everything to enjoy. There was Life as it is created to Be, available to me to see with human eyes.

When I opened my eyes in the morning, everything outside was hidden in a dense fog. Though unusual for this region, it is rather common for where human mind resides. It took a couple of hours for the sun to shine through. It can be instant for the choice to be made to experience sunshine within. And it is to be reinstated every morning - like the sun, like the Beauty of Life in your Heart.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Monday

There is a lot of sadness in the eyes of some people these days. I understand that compassion has to be well balanced. Learning... But humans are emotional. So, I asked for help from my Higher Self. Here it is, in just a few words, simple truth that took eons to remember.

P.S. This message is not limited to any particular situation, or being. Please take it personal, and allow it to work for you.
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My Dear Beloved,

Why are you crying, you think?
To feel a feeling is Beauty.
It is not sadness that you feel - the Beauty.
You are just looking through the glass of illusion: Look through your Heart instead.
Breathe, allow, feel, and you will see.
You are a Seer after all, remember?
(A smile from the Heart).

Friday, January 15, 2010

New Moon's Expectations

We were all waiting for this day, for we thought everything will magically change overnight... and we no longer will have to endure change in many areas of our life. It is true, yet not all the truth.

We are experiencing more and more changes in the physical world, and not all of them are easy, you have noticed. However, our experiences in the higher dimensions are more and more pronounced as well. Which ones prevail depends on where your place your attention point.

As an illustration, consider moving the body weight from your heels to the ball of your feet while standing. You change your balance. This is a familiar concept from dancing, skating, skiing, martial arts, etc, and can be applied to how you walk your life. Do it again, and feel how well-balanced, well-postured you can be. Do you feel more certainty in your body? Maybe, even joy of being who you are? The latter involves some mastery though: You have to like yourself a bit for that. :)

By keeping your weight/ attention point in the Heart, you change your view of all your experiences. That is where magic is born, and that is a conscious choice. You are choosing change, so you can create in a flow. Create joy in your life, and expect miracles*.

* Miracles are not happy events planned in advance. Miracles are attitudes that we choose within whilst in the midst of perceived chaos created by free particles of Life flowing around.  And the expectations are that we would align them into Beauty by creating personal magnetic field of attitude of Gratitude and Unconditional Love.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

A Dream

Rejecting any part of ourselves creates a barrier that excludes the infinite resources of the One Life.
- Almine, AlmineWisdom on Twitter

I did not intentionally allow a space for creating a flow of information to be transcribed into words today. The diagnosis was common: Busy. But with the heartfelt gratitude I have to say that I was guided to do so, almost forcefully. And I could only appreciate that force, for its name is Kindness. It also was an affirmation that I state my intentions clearly.

I had a dream last night. It was a very vivid one, with a lot of details and emotions. And it was not the experience I would expect these days, for it took place in our "daytime" 3D world involving people, most of whom I know well. What is wrong with that? Everything!

We've been nearly consciously traveling in the space and across the higher dimensions on a regular basis now. And, suddenly, I am back being stack in the astral plane, waking up in a dream and finding myself in a tent full of snakes? What do I do with that picture?

It must have been that I stated the intention to know, for the guidance was in form of precise directions of where to go and what to read. This is how a quote Almine posted a few hours ago became the epigraph for this piece.

Let's read it again: "Rejecting any part of ourselves creates a barrier that excludes the infinite resources of the One Life."

Now the picture is assembling like a puzzle: collective subconscious, archetypes, astral space... No, I am not inviting you into a honeycomb of psychoanalytical discussions. On the contrary, the message is to stop any analysis, and to accept lovingly and unconditionally any part of you that has been rejected.

This is an easy task - just state your intention. And the benefit is grand: balanced You, balanced Humanity, and the direct access to the infinite resources of the One Life.

What is on your list of priorities for tonight? And for the new day? Did you state your intention to choose One Life clearly?

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

When Your Power No Longer Fits In

Everything you'd love to change about yourself;
All the parts of yourself that you keep secret -
It's your power. It's who you are.

This quote from a movie trailer reminded me of the fact that the changes around are real, and they are reflected everywhere - if only we pay attention. But that takes courage, courage to stop trying to fit in.

This holiday season, I chose to do what I like. It was different, and I loved it. I chose to be an observer, and I learned a lot from that point of view. Life was peace and harmony... until today, when I had to go back to "fitting in". And that's when I heard the quote.

Do I really want to change ME to fit in to the reality that no longer fits in the expanding consciousness itself?
Do I really want to keep my creative passionate self hidden away just because someone might get upset?

But...

What if my power does not fit in? What if who I am is not accepted by others?

You know what? We do not fit in, true, and in all honesty, it does not matter. That Who I Am does though. It is time to learn to manage our power since we can no longer hide it. We are still to find the means of management by allowing, not controlling. Our true power is very magnetic, so by allowing it to function freely in our life we bring everything desired into life. We just have to remember to let go of control: That very control of true power in hiding is the cause of endless conflicts humanity so used to live with. It is time for change.

December 28, 2009

Monday, January 11, 2010

Homecoming

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Choosing, Consciously

Why are you trying so hard to fit into a world that does not hold your energy when you were created differently in order to make a difference?

From the Webinar Drawing the Line, Consciously, January 10, 2010, with Michelle Eloff (www.thelightweaver.org) & Jim Self (www.masteringalchemy.com)

Friday, January 8, 2010

In the Making

It is a period of transition. Well, not in the sense that we are leaving the physical plan - not literally. This process however resembles the transition from the physical to the spiritual in many aspects. The difference is that it is a two-way process: Gaining an awareness of Who We Are (ascending) while bringing it into the physical plan (grounding). We are at the assembly point right now. What do we choose to do with that? It is literally in our hands (see the last post from 12/22/09, Today's Skies: Wings to Hands).

It's been awhile since that last post, and I started to get nudges. Those came not from the other side though, but from my human friends. And that is exactly the point: I am no longer getting "directions", and it is up to me what to do next. I am given a choice to have my own voice, and to allow myself to express that Who I Am freely and fully.  It is a process, and it has not been automated for us: It is hand made by us, step by step, in joy.

Happy New Year!