Friday, February 26, 2010

From The Hathors

Dear One,

We are happy to talk to you at last. Thank you for inviting us for a conversation. We do have a message for you, indeed.

What you are working with right now is grand and important for all, and yet it seems rather not a big deal on a physical plan. It is. And you had a chance to experience (we do not use word "understand" on purpose) it yesterday. How was is? Yes, satisfying. Because you know you moved onto a different level, and you know you had to let go in order to do so. Good.

Now, what we are to communicate to you today is what we see and know about your process from where we are. And that is more in feelings than it is in words. The relationship idea as it was known to humanity for ages is changing, and doing so rapidly. We are no longer concerned that your lower bodies will be destroyed by the intensity of the transformation, your so-called Shift. You are capable now to move and change within this process rapidly; this is why it accelerates. It actually helps you to stay on target since you have very little chance to analyze what you are going through, and your choices are made from the heart then. It is like a dance, where you either think about many elements of the motion, or just feel it from within: A very simple idea for human mind. It is apparently the most difficult for humanity to implement. You have to let go of all and any attachments at this point to be able to dance your dance, and to allow others to be unique dancers as well. Like you said earlier, I am one with All, and I am all in One.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

On Achievement and Attachment

"Do what you like, not what you are good at," my Writer produced.

"What else is new?" the well-educated Thinker was unimpressed.

"What is that that you are really good at?" the Writer asked calmly, clearly immune to opinions.

"Oh, I know everything you are going to say. But I have achieved a lot in life, and moved on. I know how to do that; I know how to let go."

"Sure, a car crush, or a personal crisis, would get you there. Now, try to answer a simple question: What do you - and not you personally, but people in general - are really good at?"

"Well..." with an intention to see clearly, I let go of any resistance. "Worry, judge, take offense, be defensive, dislike oneself, really dislike oneself..." I produced before the Thinker had a chance to arrive to any socially acceptable conclusion.

"Very good," the Writer approved. "Would that be enough to get an idea? If so, I am complete for today."

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Helping The Shift or Needing to Help?

The last two weeks were filled with information, insight, and practical application. I kept my attention on the work while having an intention to share only what feels clear and important. Did I know it would be controversial? While it is a matter of definition, what I do know is that every word of true importance costs me a friend or two. Enjoy.

At 3 p.m. today, I looked at the washer and read, 1:11. Without any thinking, I did what my nine-year old does when he sees that: I made a wish. I asked AA Zadkiel to talk to me. He answered immediately, and asked if I am ready to drop what I was doing. Thinking he is talking about laundry, I agreed, and opened my notebook.
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AA Zadkiel (with a soft smile):

What you do for others is taking your attention off what you chose to do on Earth. It does not follow human logic seemingly, but only so. In reality, in a higher dimensional reality that is, it is very clear. Your intention to help others intervenes with your attention and focus on higher dimensions. Do you see now?

Your "help" is in a form that is a part of 3D world, and as such it holds you there. So, the idea of help as human mind interprets it actually anchors you in the old world of illusion, thus slowing down your process of shifting to a higher state of consciousness, and to the Unified Field of Oneness.

You see, in that Field we are One, and it is clear that anything we do in joy and passion benefits every one's expression of Being. Right now, you are coming with "help" from an idea of lack, limitation, scarcity; lack of well-being, lack of love... Do you get the idea?

Yes, you've known it for some time. What I mean, your rational mind had been introduced to that idea before. You however keep coming back. The more power you allow yourself to remember, the more powerful your flow directed back in an attempt "to help" becomes.

Think kindness, grace, appreciation, and focus there. Keep your attention on You, and bring it back every time you'd notice a drift.

As an illustration, think about a lighthouse. Would you imagine it being helpful to the ships had it decided to wander about the sea to give light to one ship that was going off its original course? And how do you know if this "accidental" deviation is not exactly what will lead the ship to the right place at the right time? Don't play god, be One.

With much love from the Heart,

I AM Zadkiel.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Orange Wings: Poetry of The Shift


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Friday, February 5, 2010

A Bridge to The Heart

"Fear is a bridge to the Heart," I typed, and froze in disbelief.

There was a nearly audible bang as the rational mind reached its floor. The silence that followed presented an opportunity to bring the living words into focus. In a well practiced manner, I put on amused, and gained back ease and balance. That allowed the imagery to come through. Here it is.

"To go to the Heart, one must cross a bridge." An image of a gap high up in the mountains presented itself. A rope bridge was the only way to the other side of the gap. And though the opposite end of the bridge was in fog, there was inner certainty that we want to reach that side.

"What is there?" I asked, and a multitude of responses from different dimensions created a picture: under many names, our Higher Self resides beyond the bridge.

"But haven't we gone back and forth all the time?" my mind suggested looking over information it had allowed thus far. The answer was clear: Not in a physical form.

Now it started to make sense: Our human feelings are a bridge we walk on to get to the Heart. Every feeling, every attribute of love that is available to us on this side is woven into that bridge. We feel the fear but make a step. That step is the first step to bridge realms of Unconditional Love and that of the physical form.

Our journey is not simple. Fear is ever present, as well as an opportunity to focus on the moment instead. We are constantly reminded that we are on a journey, and we keep moving on. Once not in movement, the gap beneath becomes all we can see.

So, it is understandable why many never set their foot upon this bridge. And they either say they are comfortable where they are, or admit lack of courage. Otherwise, they ought to pronounce those on the bridge crazy and make a lot of noise about it as so not a single soul starting with their own would notice the fact that they are scared. Thunderstruck by their own campaign, they never notice that those walking across the bridge do not look back: Those on the bridge must keep walking. It is upon them to reach the other side. It is upon them to show that the bridge is safe, and it is the way Home, to the Heart.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

On Balance and Feelings

From conversations with AA Zadkiel:

Balance is to be in the moment, and in alignment with all your bodies and All That Is. When shifting your focus away from the 3-D world, be aware of what happens to your feelings, for there is a chance to trow the baby out with the bath water. Keep your feeling: explainable or not, convenient or rather uncomfortable, and just trust. Your feelings - without attachment to the illusions of the third-dimensional "reality" - are your inner guide. Without them you will not recognize a bridge where the eyes see none. Without them you will be in a sleep-like state, and without them it will be impossible to fulfill a mission of bringing Unconditional Love to the planet.

Sleep. Dream. And Remember.
Good night.
We love you greatly.
See you.

January 30, 2010, 12:00 a.m.
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What I remembered that morning:

A long journey in a dream, set in a very "normal" reality; a lot of details. The most amazing experience, though felt like an ordinary one, was flying. I was gliding like an eagle over the mountains while thinking like a human. For instance:

"Cool, flying makes the way back so much faster and easier!"

But there was doubt, too:

"Well, I feel so light, and yet it should not be so: I ate six scoops of ice cream just before setting for the journey!"

Which I did, in the dream... Human conditioning is so amusing!

Here is another pearl:

"I know I have a heavy bag in my right hand, and I know the laws of physics: I know I should not be flying in balance, for the gravity should pull my right side! I know!"

It was such a persistent thought, and yet, it did not affect my flight: I was smoothly gliding over the beautiful landscape of a planet so dear to my heart, for no particular human reason.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Power Field

There is a powerful flow of Light that penetrates all the aspects of our life these days. It began the clearing process on the first day of this year, and it will continue to do what it is here to do. It is in our power to choose to cling to our habitual patterns and experience a lot of 3-D symptoms of dis-ease, or allow the flow to clear anything that stands on our way to experience our Self in full consciousness.

Below is one of the conversations with beloved AA Zadkiel where he addresses an unexplainable feeling of grief of separation I experienced. It is one of the so-called phantom symptoms, and the source of this one probably goes as far back as Atlantis. Without a need to know any "prehistoric" facts, here is another beautiful message about our feelings outside of the habit of conditioning.
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AA Zadkiel:

There is no such thing as separation of two souls. There is an illusion of duality in the 3-D world, for it was created for a purpose to know contrasts, and to learn unconditional love, despite. Do you see the Beauty of it?

Yes, you were right when you said that the idea was beautiful. However, you interpreted it not as an idea of separation for gaining an opposite point of view, like a mirror, to know Self better. You thought it was about control. That was not the original idea, but one of the consequences, and the most drastic one.

Now, what you want us to tell you about your feelings and what you do with that: Let go. No, not of the feelings (a smile), but of an idea you can, or have to, control something. That is against the flow of unconditional love.

Your path is that of surrender to the flow of unconditional love, to become one with it, to become Unconditional Love. You have chosen this path, and you have all the support on your path. Fear not, doubt not, stop not. We have you - not under control, but in our Heart, remember?

When you speak from the Heart, you are One with Us, you are One of Us, you are Who You Are. So, do not hesitate to speak: write and publish, and move on.

Your words are as beautiful as your being, and your words are only as beautiful and powerful as you allow your being be. Pay attention to where you are coming from with your message, and do not alter what comes form the Heart. The flow, once steady, will shine in Radiance you are bringing to you now intermittently. Fear not to be one with it. You can state your intention now. - Yes.

With much love from the Heart,
January 18, 2010

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

From Notebook To Sketchbook

I suddenly realized what the inner excitement has been about lately. It is not about witnessing miracles and having communications with other Realms from a Human body: It is an excitement of the Soul gaining full consciousness in the physical body!

That is a true miracle.
That is a success in an experiment of Creator to know Oneself outside of Oneness.
That is the excitement of the Unified Field of Oneness upon our return Home.
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I found the above note, dated January 22, 2010, on the last page of my O'BONanza Sugarcane Orange notebook. A couple of days before, I opened a new one with a note:

"I am moving into a different territory here: Nothing is lined, and I am free to move as I feel."

Indeed, the notebook is filled with sketch paper, no lines. I could not resist playing with the new form of freedom and wrote in different colors phrases floating all over the space of the second page (there is a sketch of a rose on the first).

A space of Passion: Waves of Creation & Wings of Creativity (in orange, of course)
Soft & Nice (violet)
A very interesting space indeed: Celestial (blue)
True creation (green)
Safely unpredictable (black)
Anything is possible, everything is available (orange)
Lots of Love from the Heart (red)
True Beauty of Being (mauve)
What will I make out of it? (blue)

Carnet De Voyage, a sketchbook, is made in France. Where will it take me?..

Monday, February 1, 2010

Sleep Space Endeavors

Feeling tired in the morning no matter how many hours you were sleeping? It may be that you are accomplishing a lot in your sleep state where your rational mind has no chance to rule. Or, it might be that you simply did not clear your personal space off the worries and stress of your daily 3rd dimensional activities. Whatever it is, the dream of the 3-D reality is dissolving, and there is no need to go with it. Your sleep state though may have some insights on how to allow balance and ease into your life.

Bringing from the sleep space:
(See if any of it resonates with you, and take it lightly, i.e. with light. And dare not to be serious; not too serious, I mean.)

01-12-10
Mastery
Much mastery was achieved already prior to this trip that we undertook last night: You remember much more than you think. However, the most important thing is not what you are able to remember but what you are able to do by allowing your Mastery fully to your life, and your thoughts and actions on the physical plan.

We used "the" for physical world in reference to that world you perceive with your limited senses. You are limit-less however, and the "physical" realities are many. Yet your work today is to bring and fully ground the multitude of creation into your physical awareness. It is not done by pulling Heaven to Earth but by creating the space in your physicality, step-by-step, consciously, and allow Heaven to become apparent on Earth.

Assembly
There were many questions answered, and a lot shown that is related to the energy blocks and the 3rd Ray of Creation. There will be time for more details on the rational level later. The mind is not yet ready for the details, and the energy will be wasted. Also, such information once presented can not be repeated, at least in the same manner.

So, be patient, and be at ease. The latter will create the necessary balance for the information to come to the conscious level.

01-18-10
AA Michael:
Last night's travel was [grand], expansive. What you want to know about it - facts - can not be put in words. You can however access images, if you choose so. Those are images of Beauty, not of objects though, so it is best to "view" them with your heart.

We love you beyond words. We tell you, you are on your path. Do not doubt yourself.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

My Greatest Expectations

5:50 p.m.

Since my message on Thursday (http://www.lifeimprovised.com/2010/01/choosing-your-focus.html), which was motivated by frustration facing people's reaction as they were offered help, I succeeded in shifting my focus. I live in a blessed world since. Miracle after miracle comes to my life, opportunities are abound, and people I talk to are amazing. There is respect, creativity, graciousness, kindness, appreciation, and joy, and it's going both ways.

Today was no exception. After listening to VirtualLight Broadcast (available in archives on http://lightworker.com/ in a couple of days), I had an inspiration to pose a question (Thank you, Danielle!):

"What my greatest expectations are?"

I started to speak, and I felt presence: I had all the attention I could get. I felt it in my heart as Unconditional Love, and it was nothing short of magical. I was in bliss, until the moment I said, "But I love humanity!" and inner tears came as a flood when I realized I am expected to let go of an idea to help at any price.

It was a transformational experience. The moment I was able to let go, the picture changed, and I realized that only now can I bridge the dimensions with the Unconditional Love, and that is what I came to bring to humanity.

There is of course no single "I" in this process, for it is an enormous WE behind each step. (You'll see how it interplays in a message below). However, there is each "I" accepting responsibility for conscious choice at every step. Espavo.

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At 5:35 p.m., I wrote:

What my greatest expectations are?

I am here to fully ground and experience unconditional love of the Creator. I am here to do it without attachment to the result of giving it to the humanity as a gift. Everyone is here to choose what they want, and there will be no free delivery. It is here for the taking with one's heart, however. With what I am here to do, I am not limiting or depriving anyone of anything, but just showing what unconditional love truly is, and how, in particular, it loooks like from a human's perspective.

This is something new on Earth, and furthermore, this is completely new idea in the Unified Field of Oneness. So, you've been trusted with something never done before. And because of your dedication to the humanity, we thought (a smile) you are going to make it.

Yes, indeed, you asked for that. And since you remember that, you might remember also that we did not expect it to work. You insisted, and you are doing it now. Do not stop on your way, but do make time to celebrate every step, for every one of those is in a whole new territory. And this in part is a reason for you still talking to just a few people. Just be patient, and continue to be passionate. Actually, increase your level of passion with every move, every thought, every word.  Why are we saying that? You'll see (a smile). Just do it, and allow the answers to come to you as your reality. Do not forget to accept Who You Are on every step. You need your full attention on your intention, so we can connect with you, and assist with that.

Remember, that what you do is our highest expectations, too. It is our passion, and we love to do it with you!

With much love from the Heart!

Friday, January 29, 2010

The Year of Relation-Shifts

http://www.masteringalchemy.com/jims_articles.html#russian

Articles by Jim Self, in English and Russian. Information, clarity, balance - what else do you need? Ah, right, some work, like shifting your personal focus. There are simple but effective tools for that. Enjoy.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Choosing Your Focus

What good is compassion, if not to grab a man and help him.
/Что толку в сострадании, если не схватить человека в охапку и не помочь ему./
- Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

"You think you are showing us light? No, you are showing to us that we are in a deep hole!" a friend told me the other day.

What can you say? Let's play instead, and put some imagination to the subject.

Suppose there are three ways of being: Human, Angel, and Human Angel. What would be the difference in relating to the human world for each?

As a Human, you can do it Antoine de Saint-Exupéry's way.

As an Angel, you may not intervene unless you are explicitly asked for it. Nevertheless, you are holding your Light because that is Who You Are. Humans do not see you, and all you do is waiting for them to remember where they come from. You wait for eons (comes handy to be eternal).

As a Human Angel, what do you do? You claim your Light, and you hold it for you - and everyone who happens to be around - to see. It is a personal choice then as to where to focus one's attention.

But at the end of the day, it is all about the relationship of you with You. You are the focus of your attention, and you are the Light that shines for you.

P.S. There is a grand opportunity to shift the focus, and it starts today. Check it out, and sign up (yes, I am a human, at least at some level). See you tonight!
http://www.masteringalchemy.com/teleclasses.html

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

From O'BONanza Sugarcane Orange Notebook, continues

In this one, below, I invite you to play and to put your name in place of every "ME". Remember, that you are playing by the rules, so the answers have to be truly yours. Whenever You are ready...

12-27-09
/After reading Ronna Herman's story in her On Wings of Light/

"ME": Yes, I am ready.

"AA": Are you ready to be taken care of to allow to be truly and unconditionally loved while you are doing what you came here to do?

"ME": Yes, I am.

"AA": Are you ready to be fully and unconditionally Who You Are?

"ME": Yes.

"AA": Thank you. We are most grateful for your service. We shall begin now, if you are ready. Good.

We Are what you would call Warriors of the Legions of Light. We are of many Origins but we all share one Source. We have many names, but we are all One. Nevertheless, each of us carries unique aspects that of Creation. We will take turns speaking to you.

And while we can introduce ourselves as we speak, it becomes less and less relevant to separate the pieces of knowledge we come to share with you. Just listen - and write, please. You have no idea - as of yet - how important your service - what you agreed to do - is. We thank you, and we are ready to begin.

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From O'BONanza Sugarcane Orange Notebook

You know the procedure, right? Read it, hear the words as they are spoken for you, and take only what resonates with you. Remember, every time there is someone who finds an answer to a personal question in these conversations.  So, be kind to others, and maybe even to yourself (if you can): listen with your heart open.

It is with much love and hope that I am sharing my notes with you.

12-20-09
/After listening to a conversation between Jim Self and AA Zadkiel about the 3rd Ray/

Q: What do I know/ remember about the 3rd Ray?

A: There is a vast distance between the two: what you know, and what you remember (a smile). You are bridging it, and doing it rather rapidly. Might feel dizzy as a result (another smile).

Seriously, this is such a big step that we cannot approach it with much seriousness; it would become rather heavy. But worry not, you are well on the way, so you will succeed.

[Directions on how to proceed with the information about the 3rd Ray presented by AA Zadkiel followed].

AA Zadkiel wants to add something: That information was particularly for you.

Q: How do I know that it is not me/ my ego making that "particularly" up?

AA Zadkiel: You don't... unless you do! (A big smile). Trust yourself. For everything else there is discernment.

We love you greatly, and we'll see you nightly.

Q: What about last nights' visions?

AA Zadkiel: Just be patient. Sleep.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Celebrating!

My Life - My Choice is 1 today!

Thank you All for your unconditional love and support! You are the beauty and harmony of this world - just keep your focus on this fact, breathe love and light at every moment, and remember your mastery.
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Mastery of Life

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August 7, 2008
Princeton, NJ

Created for the blog My Life - My Choice and dedicated to my friends with the great hope of awakening for all. Previously posted February 3, 2009


01-25-10
One of the series of pictures and video of amazing Radiant light taken at sunset in my younger son's room with my cell phone.

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ASIN: B007QOVWPK

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Publisher: CreateSpace; 1 edition (April 30, 2012)
ISBN-13: 978-1475286663
ISBN-10: 147528666X

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Monday, January 25, 2010

Mind Games and Beyond

After writing a couple of versions of this post on Friday, I still did not have a message from the Heart. Allowing an answer to come, I looked at the topic. There it was, clearly said: We are traveling beyond the mind games, and I invite you on that journey.

It is not a secret that there are changes on the physical plane all around the world at the moment. It should not be a secret that we - every being on the planet - are part of those changes. We could still choose to live in patterns going about our everyday business just like last year, but we are in the new territories now, collectively. We can no longer ignore the echo of seismic activities within our own bodies. We are learning to read our feelings, and to consciously choose our experiences.

Last week was filled with experiences at the levels beyond mind's reach. As such, there is a multitude of sensations, and not much insight. So, I looked for some in my orange notebook.

Going through my notes from the past few weeks, I was once again surprised just how much information is there. The compartments were not in place at that moment for the mind to get hold of the ideas presented. It can also be viewed from another perspective: The information was absorbed at a certain level, and realization followed.

With the decision to share some of the notes, there came an urge to precede it with a comment, or a warning, that it should be intended for lightworkers only. In having a "good" intention of protecting people from reading something they are likely not to have a compartment for I was differentiating, judging, and depriving someone of a chance to lit their own candle. I also realized that during my years of studies I have never seen a science book preceded by a warning that it "may contain mathematical equations".

You are welcome to read, feel, and take what resonates with you on a deep level. The idea is to find You beneath, or above, all the aspects of externally imposed beliefs and layers of behavioral patterns. Just remember that it is a journey, and your Passion is your guide on the path.

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12-12-09
From The Unified Field of Oneness

Listen to us: You can not do wrong that what you do in Passion. Your Passion is to enlighten the world, you have said. So, how can you go wrong about it? Why are you scared? What is the guilt about?

You Are Who You Are, and you are reading and remembering Who Are those playing with you. This is FUN! Yes, it is drastically different from the game you played to this day in the 3D illusion of reality. That was fun too, by the way!

Now, remember to enjoy your every step, and have fun with any new knowledge or memory. Internalize what is yours by your birthright, and let everything else to simply pass by. Then relax, and enjoy. Smile often, laugh non-stop.

We love you. We really do.
There is nothing to fix.
There is only You to love.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Save Now

I did not create the topic: my computer mouse dragged the words from a button just below the text editor window, by accident. I chose to accept this offer, with gratitude.

We have access now to a wide range of new sensations and feelings that we knew only the names of until recently. First and foremost, I am talking about Beauty and Unconditional Love.

We learn to access those higher dimensional "concepts" in a physical body gradually, layer by layer, flower by flower, tear by tear, word by word. Since it is a process, it worth an effort to save your creation after every experience as you transform it into matter of Love and Light, much like in a text editor.

Save now what you feel. Save now what you see. Save now your inner knowing of true Beauty and Unconditional Love.  

"Saved," the word in the box below has just changed. It works automatically; all we are to do is to keep our Heart open, so Love can write her letters to us.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Wonders of Life

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

One Life's Beauty

Last night did not bring much sleep, for I must have brought too many thoughts to bed with me. Laying there in the darkness well before dawn, I looked around for any reason I would not be able to sleep. A friend's mother who passed away the day before was standing there, all upset and worried.

She felt lost, and she asked for help. I was to go with her as a guide.

I was ready to take off, but hesitated for a moment thinking that I have my life here, and what if I go just a step too far. She was impatient, and that helped me to gain my senses.

"Wait a second," I said. "I need to dress."

The moment I put on my star-tetrahedron alchemical robe, my eyesight changed. Wrapped in Radiance, I was looking at a different picture.

That same woman was standing there completely transformed. It was a Being of Brilliant Light, radiating Peace and Love. There was nowhere to go, no one to save, and everything to enjoy. There was Life as it is created to Be, available to me to see with human eyes.

When I opened my eyes in the morning, everything outside was hidden in a dense fog. Though unusual for this region, it is rather common for where human mind resides. It took a couple of hours for the sun to shine through. It can be instant for the choice to be made to experience sunshine within. And it is to be reinstated every morning - like the sun, like the Beauty of Life in your Heart.