In Search for Truth

To seek truth within already existing belief systems is to swim
around and around the walls of our self-made fish bowl. Only in the
silence of the mind can original thinking take place.
- Almine, The Thought that Fractured the Infinite


I woke up today with tears in my heart. Yet, what can be perceived as negative is an opportunity to transform and to create. I knew I am staying at my desk and writing. It means a change in plans, and I accept it. I do not see myself going to the city this morning and wandering about parks and museums. New York and ME are not in sync today.

The day proved to be productive.

While writing a chapter about a journey to the Womb, a sacred place on the island I visited last February, I opened Steve Rother’s Lightworker.com for an inspiration – something I have not done for a while. A Goddess card I picked there was the Womb of Potential. Just a coincidence :)

“How shall I begin my song in the blue night that is settling? In the great night my heart will go out; toward me the darkness comes, rattling; in the great night my heart will go out,” the epigraph taken from Papago Medicine Woman Chant reflected to me.

But how could possibly there be such a match? How could our world be such perfectly aligned with our thoughts and feelings? The reflection is no less than perfect!

“You may wish to … rearrange your daily schedule, or branch out and do things you have been thinking about but have not taken the time for. It is not to your advantage to remain stuck in the same routines, fearing the significant changes looming in your horizon. Meet this wonderful opportunity with an open mind,” Isha Lerner concludes the page, and I feel the appreciation for her words: Not only I found a reflection of both, my writing and my to-day in there, but something I’d love to share with others – and it is here, in simple and truthful words.

I read it again, and I know exactly what to do. Have I reached one hundred percent certainty mark? It’s a journey, so I keep making steps toward it. Do I still have doubts and fears? Yes, but I walk upon the white pages with an open mind, and I fill them with the book of my life.

What is your book about? Does it create a beautiful smile on your face and a joyous song in your heart? May it be so!